Forgetful
I can’t remember,
It protects my heart,
The day you tore our world apart;
It was all a dream,
All an illusion;
A blissful cancer,
A heavenly contusion.
Faithless
I believe in me,
Do you?
I’d give you a mirror
But you wouldn’t have a clue;
Settle for less
And you’ll get less –
Give up your dreams
And enjoy your mess.
Suicide
You chose death,
You throw yourself away
For a superficial play!
It’s too late…
Goodbye –
You’ve smothered that
Sparkle inside my eye.
Lies
I never knew you,
A perfect dream;
A toxic nightmare,
Abrupt and foreseen –
Your lips lie
And I continue to die;
I dreamt you up,
A fictitious lie.
Who
I don’t know you,
You’re beyond a mystery,
It seems like yesterday
Was heavenly history –
I’m caught in a riptide
But I think I’ll swim;
I threw my love away
To reach
The surface again.
Ocean
The ocean erodes the sand
As you let go of my hand,
A piece of me is taken
And the current is mistaken;
A bond was broken
With words unspoken –
I won’t fight the tide
Because I’ll drown,
But that doesn’t mean
It’ll erase my frown.
Kill
You smothered me,
Suffocated my flame,
Thanks to you
My heart will
Never be the same.
Scarred
I fear the sight of you,
My heart,
It skips;
And that is true –
I live blindly because
You killed me;
You took away what thrilled me:
Our love –
The storm comes and goes,
It’s within my soul
I’ll forever know.
Easy
It was so easy
For you to say goodbye,
So easy to watch me die;
It’s as if you never existed –
A precious dream
And then a nightmare
I was gifted.
The One
You are the greatest
Of them all,
You caught my heart
And made me fall;
A perfect picture
And shattered glass –
An inanimate delusion,
That doesn’t last.
Elements
The cold rain fuels me
As your burning fire
Cools me –
You betrayed our
Sacred pact,
You spoke false words
And took them back;
You’re dead!
I don’t want you –
Let my success
Forever haunt you.
Remember
I remember the first time
After we kissed,
The heavenly feeling,
An amorous bliss;
Though your poison destroyed me
And these memories hang me on the
Void tree;
A heavy branch
I can’t seem to break,
Opening my heart to you,
What a mistake –
You left me hanging –
All the leaves of tears,
Dried up memories,
So painful,
The veins of the years –
I think back to the day
That we were one,
And now I write
To the
Invisible none.
My Dream
I met you in my dreams
And how real it felt –
Now I reflect
And my eyes begin to welt;
I still seek reassurance,
So much so I blame myself;
As I walk the halls of familiar faces,
Fearing the steps of familiar places,
I look to the swinging swing –
There’s only one;
It gives off a haunting ring
Buried with so much fun;
You were stubborn
But you saw the truth,
You spit out the poison
And craved your youth –
I was blinded, confused, and without reason,
I’ve been counting on my fingers
The change in the seasons;
Days go by and I continue to cry,
Wishing for you to come back,
To never die –
Just like in reality
You were confused and stubborn,
But in this dream
You were challenged with prior choices
To be yearned –
You ask to be with me
And I see right through you;
I speak to the ghost of a girl I once knew;
How you’ve fooled me
As hopeful thoughts ruled me –
The world would end before we danced as friends –
A calloused nightmare
As I wake up to the girl
That was once here.
Partner
I sleep with my words
Because they’re all I have;
These feelings and memories,
The good with the bad –
You’re everything to me,
The key to my soul;
It is within you
That I am whole –
The wanderers only visit
But they can’t seem
To live it.
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Such beautiful words